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sedang kecewa setelah dikecewakan dan mengecewakan hati orang. haih, entahlah, hati orang sahaja yang patut aku dahulukan dan jaga dengan rapi tanpa mengguris dan koyakkan.
hati aku entah siapa yg mahu jaga.
tiba tiba teringat arwah abah yg selalu buat aku gembira dulu.


aku betul betul tak sangka malam tadi, aku boleh bertindak macam tu. rasa nk tendang perut dia yg boroi tu. sebab terlalu geram dan sakit hati / patah hati.
macam mana lagi harus aku tunjukkan yg aku bersabar dan terlalu menghargai dia??

apa dia tak pernah ke nk tau semua tu?
tak pernah perasan ke yg aku selalu buat dia gembira dan terlalu mengagung-agungkan dia?

pujuk setelah hati aku patah, memang tak berjaya lah jawabnya. hati dah kematu, dah keras. terlalu banyak kali disakiti.
no turning back.
aku dah maki dia. semaki makinya.
mungkin sikit lagi malam td transfer jadi singa betina yg kelaparan dan ditambah dengan anak yg hilang dan singan jantan yg curang beromen dengan zebra [????]


dari lowyat, cari hadiah birthday aku lah konon kononnya. cari yg sama konon sehati dan sejiwa.
teman dia mencari gadget idaman. sanggup aku berdiri lama, kaku.
tapi pernah kau perasan semua itu????? kau sibuk dengan duniawi gadget kau.
takpe, demi mu...aku tak kisah pun.

5 jam kt lowyat, aku tak kisah pun. sebab aku tau, lepas ni kau nk tolong aku pulak mengangkat barang barang.

pergi ke sogo. pernah kau fikir yg aku penat tak?
jawapan aku----entah!

teman aku pergi ke jalan tar. ada kau tolong nk pilihkan mana yg cantik untuk mak aku??
siapa boyfriend aku masa tu? kau ke along kau?
sampai along kau yg pilih kain dan suggest masuk kedai itu, kedai ini.
peranan kau???

melainkan kau mempersoalkan pasal aku pakai tudung itu dan ini.
tak cukup bagus ke aku pakai tudung????
dulu bukan main bising dan sibuk bertanya bila nk pakai tudung, nk tutup aurat.
sampai benda tu jadi main topic bila kita bergaduh.

aku diam, kau nk persoalkan kenapa aku buat perangai kt sogo pulak. tapi bagus lah kau pandai meneka ikan jantan ke betina dengan sekali kilas je. pandai pun tau gelogak emosi aku kan.
tapi penatnya aku, tu pun kau nk persoalkan ke? aku penat kerana apa???

aku menangis, sekali lagi kau hina aku.
takpe...sekali kau hina, selamanya aku hingat.

dan malam tadi, terbongkar jugak perangai sebenar aku. nk tinggalkan aku, tinggalkan lah. aku pun dah lama bersabar.

kau datang balik, kau pujuk. oho, senangnya hidup kalau macam tu. dah buat hati orang sakit, datang pujuk..takpe, malam tadi aku tak makan pujuk tu.

sekian.

yg kecewa - etty bahrin



along - along salute lah, dah berapa lama korang eh? along tengok etty je yg boleh bersabar dengan perangai dia.
etty - 6 tahun dah. erm nk buat macam mana sabar je lah.

along, semalam kataku macam sedikit riak. nampaknya, inilah tahun yg terakir aku bersabar.
tak dapat aku nk jadi adik ipar kau.


bubye pengantin~to~be - take care!

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